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Jul. 16th, 2025 05:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
The past few days have been kinda iffy, it’s party causa the heat which drained me and left me feeling a bit… bleh. Though thankfully it has cooled off now and there has been rain.
I also got a sign stuck in my head that won’t go away (thanks fortnite festival) Die With A Smile. It is a good song but for some reason it’s triggering my sadness. Which is odd cause it didn’t when I actually listened to it but does when it goes around my head.
Today also ended up being a stressful thing cause I had a video call at 2. I went upstairs almost an hour before and entered the room as soon as I could (about 1:30) and I waited. 2pm hit and nothing. 2:15 hit and still nothing. On 2:30, when I was about to send a thing asking what was happening my phone rang instead.
They were a bit apologetic but I was quick to make it clear that if the roles were reversed and I was the one with issues they’d be quick to throw a fit and how wrong that was. She seemed ok though. We talked for awhile, I rambled how health had been and how things were messed up and she seemed sympathetic but who knows. I’ve got another dumb call in a month (which is annoying cause before it was only every three) but I made it clear uni is a priority and I’m cynical about the whole system.
Then I come down and mum finally heard back about the shoes so I had to run up the road to get them posted.pm which ugh. At least they’re gone and hopefully the refund comes back to her.
When I came back it was to the news that Labour, having learned nothing, suspended mps that stood up for their constituents against disability cuts. It’s further proof that Labour are now led by spiteful bullies. Because who hears the speech of Rachel Maskell, who bought up someone who was suicidal by about the cuts, and decide to punish her for it? It’s baffling and just shows how utterly awful they are. Honestly I dunno why anyone would stay in the party they’re proving to be truly awful at this point with no morals whatsoever other than what their paymasters tell them.
Bleh.
Im just gonna flop now cause tomorrow I have to go and pick up mums meds.
I also got a sign stuck in my head that won’t go away (thanks fortnite festival) Die With A Smile. It is a good song but for some reason it’s triggering my sadness. Which is odd cause it didn’t when I actually listened to it but does when it goes around my head.
Today also ended up being a stressful thing cause I had a video call at 2. I went upstairs almost an hour before and entered the room as soon as I could (about 1:30) and I waited. 2pm hit and nothing. 2:15 hit and still nothing. On 2:30, when I was about to send a thing asking what was happening my phone rang instead.
They were a bit apologetic but I was quick to make it clear that if the roles were reversed and I was the one with issues they’d be quick to throw a fit and how wrong that was. She seemed ok though. We talked for awhile, I rambled how health had been and how things were messed up and she seemed sympathetic but who knows. I’ve got another dumb call in a month (which is annoying cause before it was only every three) but I made it clear uni is a priority and I’m cynical about the whole system.
Then I come down and mum finally heard back about the shoes so I had to run up the road to get them posted.pm which ugh. At least they’re gone and hopefully the refund comes back to her.
When I came back it was to the news that Labour, having learned nothing, suspended mps that stood up for their constituents against disability cuts. It’s further proof that Labour are now led by spiteful bullies. Because who hears the speech of Rachel Maskell, who bought up someone who was suicidal by about the cuts, and decide to punish her for it? It’s baffling and just shows how utterly awful they are. Honestly I dunno why anyone would stay in the party they’re proving to be truly awful at this point with no morals whatsoever other than what their paymasters tell them.
Bleh.
Im just gonna flop now cause tomorrow I have to go and pick up mums meds.